Thanks!
Yeah so thanks for coming into my life like a hurricane and just ruining everything. I was perfectly fine without you and now I’m miserable without you.
Seeing you last week and being able to spend so much time with you was so great for me, I really needed it. But even though it was great it still hurt me at the same time. Sometimes I can’t believe the things that you say to me, I mean do you even realize how it makes me feel? apparently not. And even after you treat me the way you do I still run back to you and try and make things better, so pathetic, especially since you don’t appreciate it.
And ugh that night should have never happened I really regret it, like always. I told myself that I wouldn’t let it, but it did. I just missed your touch, I hadn’t felt it in so long. And what’s so horrible about is that you knew that I would give in that I couldn’t resist. You say it meant something to you but judging by your actions I don’t know if it did.
I just wish that I could forget about you, like you never existed. But in all truth I can’t forget about you because, I’m in love with you, and I would rather be hurt by you then not have you in my life.
