shit
feb 11, 2009
it smells like shit. i think it’s because i’m sitting next to carly. but i don’t know. he claims that its not him. but personally, i think it is. he thinks it’s me, but it’s not. i don’t know why carly feels the need to lie to me about not farting. i mean, it’s totally natural and i can understand why he would need to. SIGH. i guess carly just doesn’t feel comfortable enough to tell me; even though i’m giving MY ALL to him. why can’t he just look past my eyes and see what’s really inside; what i’m REALLY feeling. i can’t keep these feelings in me for much longer.. i just need to tell him what’s up. hopefully i can get guts to let him know my deepest darkest secret.
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